As my time here starts to draw to a close, I’ve been thinking back over my Jamaican experiences. I’ve learned so much, and I hope that what I’ve gained will not be forgotten. Spiritual warfare is one of the biggest issues that Hebron is dealing with. Not only have my eyes been opened to how real it is, but God has also been teaching me discernment through it. Theology (some correct and some incorrect), fears, stories, and experiences make up the girls beliefs about Satan and demonic activity. It’s been different, but good, to work through some of their beliefs and ideas by really examining God’s Word for answers, instead of counting on emotional experiences or stories they have heard from others to determine their beliefs.

Several of the girls really desire change in their circumstances and certain areas of their personal life, but when it’s time to put the plan into action, they aren’t willing put the necessary time, effort, and discipline into making the change. They love the benefits that Hebron provides, such as a safe, nice place to stay, good food, and  interaction with those who love and care for them, but act in rebellion and selfishness when chores, housework, school work, or any kind of structure comes into play. It’s difficult and frustrating to watch them go through this, but looking at my own life, I can see I often have the same problem! I want a quick fix, the benefits of a relationship with Jesus Christ, the safety, protection, peace, and joy that comes from God, but when my issues are pointed out and come to the surface, I’m much more reluctant to really work through them. Basically, the issue is with “work”. Work entails action of some kind, instead of passivity. I am reminded of the saying, “Nothing good comes easy.” This is the truth! Not only do the girls need to get this into their heads, but I do too. It’s one of those things I’ll have to remind myself of again and again!

I’m reminded of Hebrews 12: 11, “For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.”

I also want to highlight some of the small victories that have taken place recently! One girl just completed her first week of school yesterday. She is in the Front Desk program. Another girl recently got a job at a small restaurant in town, and is learning responsibility as she seeks to care for her 6 month old baby. Another girl successfully spent a week with her father. When she heard he was coming to visit her here, she didn’t even want to talk to him. Not only did she go home for a week, but also, to her father’s amazement, took her church clothes too! Another girl just scheduled her math exam, as she seeks to finish up high school and move on to cosmetology school. Each of these victories brings confidence, healing, and responsibility to the girls!

I’m off to pick up my mom from the airport! So excited to welcome her to Jamaica! 

Balcony sunset. 

New student orientation: Training for the business world. 

Matthew's favorite game. He's the ghost of Hebron. 

Aquasol Beach, Montego Bay. 

Dressed in their Sunday best. 

God's creativity. 

Cuddle time with Matthew. 

Covered in burrs, only wearing one shoe, but LOVING the outdoors. 

Girl's Day presentation at a local school. 

Jamaican junior highers.